UPDATE (12/13/2011)
Hi everyone, I am really sorry to have been gone for so long.
My beloved kitty was murdered last Tuesday December 8th. She was an indoor kitty and my horrible mother-in-law let her out sometime around 4AM, while I was still sleeping. I noticed she was not in the house when I woke up shortly after six but I couldn’t find her. I kept looking for her all day but there was no sign of her anywhere. DeathMarine found her later that day. She had been killed by a car, alone, lost, scared and cold. I failed to protect her. DeathMarine brought her home for me so we could give her a burial.
She was part of my family for over a decade and I am barely able to breath when I think that she was taken from me like this. This has left me more broken than I can ever express. My kitty was the best sweetest kitty anyone ever met. She was so full of love and kindness. She was my sunshine and my angel and she was taken from me by a cold heartless bitch who hasn’t even shown the slightest bit of remorse for what she has done.
I have spent most everyday since then in bed or crying. I am screaming with pain inside and I feel that I might shatter into a million pieces at any time. I keep reminding myself that she wouldn’t want me to be sad since she was always there to cheer me up. So I will try to smile for my sweet kitty and hope that she has found the everlasting happiness she deserves.
I will try to come back and start releasing daily again. After all I can’t let myself fall further into a pit of depression and despair, I know she wouldn’t want to see me like this.
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Sorry to hear your loss. But make sure you don’t make your other love ones (a.k.a. DM) upset too. Life is bitter sometime but doesn’t mean you have to be. Cheers.
DeathMarine is also upset because he loved her too and he is also angry that she was taken from us like this
Hello, I want to tell you I can relate very well to your situation. I had 5 cats when I was younger and they were so adorable. I remember the days when they tried to climb up on my couch and scratch it up or when they lay still like a chicken. Good times, well I want you to understand that death happens and its okay to grieve for a while. Take care of yourself.
thank you
I can relate to losing a feline friend. I had to put a 6-year-old to sleep cause she got sick, because a vet put flea stuff on her head, and she had seizures. I loved her like there was no tomorrow.
I know you’ll bounce back. There are always felines out there who need a home.
Dizzy, I am sorry to hear about your (and DM’s) loss. Not long ago, I read with concern about your cancer scare, and now this.
Things can be tough sometimes, but they will pass. Loss is a very painful thing. But may the new year bring you new things and new joy – even and especially in the memories of times past. For every valley we find ourselves in, there is always the top of the next hill waiting for us.. Kitty is there, waiting for you, if not in person, in spirit for sure.
I know it is very tough now, but I do hope that you will feel a tiny, tiny bit better knowing that although I have never met you, and we are complete and total strangers on the Internet, but I do hope you will feel better soon and that the best things are still to come..
Thank you for your kindness it is appreciated. My kitty’s name is actually Gabby, I just couldn’t say it earlier (she was also called Gabber’s or Muffin as nik-names)
if you live in america, and depending on what state your in, this is actually criminal. Since animals are personal property and she intentionally released the cat to get lost or harmed, and it died… the courts see it as property damage, like her throwing your tv out the window and smashing it on the ground.
All you have to do is tell this story to 2-3 cat rescues and your M-I-L will be hung out to dry.
Just saying.
Thanks but seeing how she is still DeathMArine’s mom I won’t be doing anything to her (even though I would love to) I have stopped talking to her, I don’t even look at her and I leave the room when she is around. DeathMarine (out of his own choice) is doing the same, I understand if he starts to talk to her again but I appreciate his support in this. If I never saw her again it would be too soon.
thats a passive BS excuse Dizzy. My mother in law had a backyard dog that hadnt been groomed in over 3 years, hair in dreadlocks, miserable, in pain, itchy dog. I rescue dogs and cats for a living, so i sat my MiL down and said, either you take that dog to a vet and get it fixed up or you take it to the humane society.
My wife gave me all these reasons why I shouldn’t get involved, and the next time i went up to Michigan, the dog was even worse. I took the dog, put it in a truck and took it to the humane society. I told the people i found the dog on the side of the road… and they took him in.
My MiL was furious, and went there to get the dog back. She tried to get me arrested for stealing the dog, but when the cops came they sited her for animal abuse.
What are you gonna do when this woman comes around your kids if you have/ever have any? Standup for your bestest friend of over 10 years. The kittys vengeance is worth more than an blog post. If anything at all, mail a letter to the woman, certified mail (so you know she got it) and tell her how you feel in writing. If anything it will give you closure.
Tell your hubby to get off his ass and put a foot in his moms. Is he an only child?
I am not sure why you want to start a fight between my family. I am all for saving any and all animals in danger or those being abused but my Gabby is dead. Anything involving that woman will not bring her back and will not give me closure. I am not going to make things harder on my husband for nothing. I will get nothing out of taking the route you suggest and my m-i-l wont care. She has not said sorry, she has not shown any remorse nor expressed any sympathy towards me or my husband (her son). I have to wake up to her sitting in the dinning room with her sisters laughing and having a great time like nothing happened. The woman doesn’t care. Even today, a week after she killed Gabby, I am woken up to her and her family/friends laughing loudly. To be honest I think she is trying to make things worse for me, I am not sure what I ever did to her to cause her to act this way and hurt both me and my husband so much. I think she enjoys it, I think she likes to see me in pain and knowing she did this. No, I will not write her a letter, I will not talk to her, I will not acknowledge her in any way. This is not about my m-i-l.My husband and I will eventually start to feel better and be able to remember Gabby without hurting. But we will do it together, supporting each other through this difficult time.
Sorry if this isn’t my place, but nothing she says or does will ever make the pain go away… they’re gone and the only thing you can do is just take it day, by day… the waves of pain and sorrow will just come less and less, with time…
I lost three pets in two years and it’s now been over a year since but the pain is still there. It doesn’t come back every day, but each time I think about them it floods back in full force, though (thankfully) it now passes more quickly. My Cleo(9) went from some unknown illness, then my Rajia(16) had to be put down due to problems specific to her breed, and I lost my Caesar(8) about a year later to another “unknown” illness (I was closest to him). Both Rajia and Caesar, I raised from a Pup/Kitten, and both were bonded to me like no other animals I’ve had. Nothing can bring them back, but time will help… and now when the pain floods in… I just think about the wonderful, unique and annoying little traits they all had and it brings back the comfort they brought me for so many years. It doesn’t make the pain go away, or any easier… but it does help it pass faster.
My heart and sympathies to you and your husband. May all our passed loved ones, both family and furballs, sleep the sleep of Kings.
Thank you so much for sharing, you seem to understand very well what I am going through.
I am so sorry guys. The loss is already bad by itself, but the possibility of a careless and cruel (if done purposefully) act behind it is very tough to overcome. I’m sure there is very little I can say to make any difference to your moods now, but I’ll try anyway by saying that I have always repudiated mean, unnecessary behaviour, therefore I empathise profoundly with both of you.
I hope that soon you will pass to the stage where you retain the memories of your friend without the pain associated.
My best wishes for you both.
Sorry for your losses i am new here and i dont know who u are but i do know your pain i lost my dog who had been part of the family for almost 13 years so i know what you are going through. I hope you feel better.
Dizzy, I seriously feel your pain. I just lost my kitten name Pitty, She is an albino cat with blue and red eyes (seriously donno how she ended up like that tho) and a fluffy fur that can make a pillow. And she was killed by my idiot neighbor’s car. when I saw her, she was laying at the side of the street with a lot of blood coming out from her mouth and her eyes has turn white and grayish from the beautiful red blue combo. I was devastated for three days and can’t even do my job right.
P.S. Nothing to do with this matter. Dizzy, are you a guy or a girl, cause if you’re a girl and I’ve been calling you ‘Dude’, ‘MAN’ or any of a guys tittle, I feel kinda awkward right now.
I am a girl and no offense but you really didn’t have to explain how your kitty looked when you found her. DeathMarine has shielded me from seeing my sweet girl like that (Her name was Gabby). I have been having horrible visions of her and nightmares where I keep waking up at night but I am trying my best to remember her as the angel she was.
Sorry for your loss.
What was the reason your mother-in-law had for opening the door for the cat? Didn’t she know the cat was an indoor cat, or was it that she just didn’t care?
She knew my cat was an indoor cat, I don’t think she cared and I even wonder if she did it on purpose. She was heading out and didn’t take the time to look out for my kitty, when I woke up the door was left open. My kitty had a collar with a fairly loud bell on it and she wasn’t the type to sneak out either. I am certain she knew she let her out and just didn’t care.
Depending on the state you live in (and I will not ask which one) there are strict pet laws that can thoroughly teach you mother-in-law a think or two about doing that again.
My wife’s cat of 20-some-odd years got feline leukemia due to the exposure to another cat (proved positive). She took the other cat’s owner (man was college age) to court using the property laws and photos taken on the day in question showing him opening the door and another one with him PUSHING the cat out the door. The judge (a cat lover) charged him with the choice of 45 days in jail or $2500 payment by 45 days. He chickened out and took the jail time. He lost his job and his credence as well as having to pay back 1000′s of dollars in student loans missing a month and 1/2 of time.
I don’t think he will mess with any more pets again.
Thank you but I am not going to take any actions against her, she is my husbands mother and I love him too much to do that to him. Besides the punishment you mentioned seems to me like a slap on the wrist and it will do nothing to bring Gabby (my kitty) back nor will it help me heal in a positive way. I don’t want to feed my anger, I have stopped talking to her and I will eventually forget she even exists. I want to focus on remembering the good times I had with my sweet Gabby
I understand.
I wish your heart a speedy recovery. May God bless you.
I’m sorry for your loss. I remember the pain from when my cat died. I know you probably don’t to hear this now but you need to take another cat into your home. There are so many kittens abandoned and you can’t save them all, but you can do your part and adopt one. She won’t be a replacement, she will be different in most ways but she will ease the pain.
I already have four more kitties (two pairs of brothers, different families) I don’t know about bringing another kitty into this house, I would be too afraid for it’s safety since my mother-in-law lives here too, and I don’t trust her.
i so sorry for ur loss, we lost 2 kittens, the first generation (first to be born in our house, our cat had previous cats from the time she was with one of our neighbor before she gave her to us) were four kittens and gave all but 1 and one day she (turned 8 mos. and her name was dyke cuz we thought she was the only girl, turned out there were 2 girls and 2 boys) followed my mom and sister to the park where the took a walk for a few hours and after the walk they look for her but couldn’t find her, that was last year, to this day we dont know where she’s at but we hope someone found her and takes good care of her, the other kitten we had was in aither april or may of this year and we put her (she was about 4 mos. and forgot her name) along with her mom to get some fresh air and thinking later she will want to come home and never did and a few weeks later we found her in someone else’s home in our neighborhood, this person though she was lost or abandoned and took her. no other cat can replace the one u lost but hope u feel better soon about ur loss
thats so sad
i wish u could refrain from this loss soon
gud wishes to the poor kityy
i hope ur in law didnt wanted to do that
but if she did …. u know whats better to say
I feel sorry about the lost of your cat.i ones have cats too,but that’s long time ago.your cat know you love her.
I know how it feels to lose a beloved kitty. Damn that bitch!
thank you. I do feel immeasurable anger and hatred towards my m-i-l but it’s not about her and I would rather forget she ever existed, she is more dead to me than Gabby(my sweet kitty) will ever be. My love for Gabby is stronger than any hatred and Gabby will live on in my heart and the ever-after forever
Thank you all so much for your kindness, your words are touching and do make me feel a little better. Thank you all for sharing your heartfelt stories of those you loved and lost. Gabby (my kitty) would be happy to know that so many of you out there care for us. I don’t know what else to say other than thank you.
Sorry for your loss, maybe there is paradise for cats
I’m sorry for your loss, its always sad to lose a long time friend. After a while you may consider getting a new kitten/puppy, probably from a shelter. Saving a life can help you with the pain.
thank you
I have been thinking about a puppy
I agree about about getting a pet from a shelter. I have a kitty from a shelter, named her Ritzy cause she’s a tuxedo kitty.
That’s a super cute name! I have a tuxedo kitty too, his name is Geordie after Geordie La Forge because he is also blind. When I adopted him I also adopted his brother, Dante, so they could stay together (they were very attached) Geordie would follow Dante around when they were little and we used to say he was Geordie’s seeing eye cat.
I always get my kitties from shelters, I don’t believe in breeders, they are generally cruel money rackets.
Sorry for your loss bro. Hope you find another pet to love just as much as your kitten.
Such a loss is always hard. To me they feel like family so losing one really hurts, I only had 2 kitty I was close with but at their death I wasn’t certain of how to face others. After all they were the only one at my home I really spent time together with, so I can relate to your feelings.
Sincerely hope you’ll feel better soon.
Thank you she was like family to me and so much more
Best wishes to your kitty in heaven
Be strong and keep doing your great work better, boy
i know how you feel. A few years ago i had to put my dog to sleep because she had become paralyzed from the lower back down. She couldn’t move and she was in constant pain. We could barely stomach the site of her suffering like that so we did the humane thing and put her to sleep. It’s devastating to know that a loved one is suffering and there is absolutely NOTHING that you can do to help it.
Im sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you in your sorrow and loss.